Scadalous/ Tuesday, May 10
c0FfEeMaYbe it's too thIcK..and it explains y it's bitterness is refraining us from toking..i've been asking myself..and searching fer an anwer too..is our love..there or not..maybe it's too diluted..no matter how much sugar i were to add on..it's difficult to bring abt any changes..y not we juz finish this last cup of coffee..and go our seperate ways..it beats u sitting opp me..looking at me struggling with ur love..a love that failed is like a joke heaven is playing on us..it makes our heart pump faster when it's hot..yet we onli see de foolishness after it had cooled down..y are humans so easy to gif in to temptations..a love that failed is like a lie..when it's sweet..we believe in everything love saes..when it turns bitter..every sentence is scary..y are humans so easily fooled by love..i'll be terminating from my work nxt mon..when he first found out..he kept shoo-ing mEe!! so mean rite..sae i go better..den i was like..if u can't wait fer me to go..den i can terminate now..and get lost!! *jokingly la*..den towards de end of de dae..he act like cry and sad..kept telling mee..'qian..dun go..'..and i said.."ok lor..one word from u asking me to stay..and i'll stay fer sure as part time'..hAhahAa..so whether i'll be staying or not..depends on him..i will miss him..like madd..and he was esp nice to me todae..dunnoe y leh..esp sweet..from morning til nite..w/o fail..kept asking me to smile and such..and i did a realli notti thing todae..sHHHsss..u wuN noe!! so..dun ask..onli those closer to me one haf de priviledge to noe..hMmm..L0VEe u LoVEe u may i love u tell me wad to do..
indulgence in the wee hrs 0f..
12:59:00 AM
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